Sunday, March 22, 2009
i love ds song
You are the air I need to breathe
The river of life inside of me
You are the half that made me whole
You are the anchor of my soul
You are strong when I am weak
You are the words when I can't speak
You never fail to see me through
That's the love I found in you
You are my shelter from the storm
You are the road that leads me home
and baby with you here face to face
Oh I know I've found my place
and you are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
that's the love I found in you
and once in every life
you find the one that's right
and when you say forever it's true
That's the love I found in you
You are strong when I am weak
you are the words when I can't speak
you never fail to see me through
That's the love I found in you
That's the love, love I found in you.
:)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Echos of the heart
lovenote
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
happy 5th Mnthsry honey!!!!
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
RE: i love u honey
Distant Love
My life has been so empty for so long,
no one to love or call my own.
I patiently waited for that time to come,
To share this special with someone.
Until you came from the mist, unexpectedly,
Taking me as I am and accepting me.
You filled the emptiness that laid inside,
releasing me form my bitterness and pride.
We shared endless moments together,
questioning if the feelings were true,
Not realizing how fast time had flew.
The time had come for me to part and go away,
The words goodbye I had refused to say.
I am now miles away from the one I love,
things are so different, but your still all I think of.
A day seems like year and a month feels like forever,
I think about the times we spent, and THAT
I will always treasure.
Your soft brown eyes that made me shy away,
your cute little smile that brightened my day.
Your gentle touch that gave me chills,
and your whole body in itself that gave
me thrills.
I'll wait patiently until we can touch again,
but i am now more satisfied because you
are more than just my friend.
To bring back those moments, and to
finally see your smile,
And hope that things will remain the same
for a while.
My feelings for you are now stronger than before,
and your love is something I will not ignore.
See now, a part of you has grown in me,
I love you always and forever it will be.
HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY!

It's not the tears i cried that makes it so hard....
It's the small piece of hope left inside my heart........
it's funny how somethings can change...."sudden change of plans"
So many times i asked why....
And so many times i wouldn't get a reply.....
It took me forever,over a year of feeling hurt and regrets...
To really see what was meant to be...
We may be in different places, surrounded by different friends and family.....but wherever we may be, you owns a special place inside of me.....
I'm doing everything i can to move on...
I know that's what you want me to do....
It was not easy,
I know you know......
The past is still here with me, and I'm slowly getting out from its shadow.
Like what i promised, i will be good......
I'm really trying.......
a letter for honey bear

If only I knew the words to say, that I know I could have said, that would have kept you with me. Countless times I've sought to find them, and yet still they remain unknown to me. Even if I could find them now, is it too late? Have you moved on so quickly? I know time has passed, but for me it seems only yesterday that we were laughing and holding hands, sneaking kisses and planning our lives. I know you were scared, so was I. You are probably scared still, I know I am. I wish I had you to comfort me, I wish I could comfort you as well. If only I had made you talk to me.
There are so many things I wish I hadn't done, hadn't said, and at the same time, so many things I wish I had. I wish I knew the words to say to tell you how I feel, I'm certain in my heart that there is something, or was, something I should have said, and if I had I could be holding you now instead of writing this, a letter I know you'll never see. I feel so weak now. My mother always told me, if you find the one you think you're supposed to be with, don't let them get away, if you do you'll regret it for the rest of your life. I already do. I know it would have been hard, but the more I think about it, the more I know we could have made it. I loved you so much then, and still do to this day. It wouldn't have mattered what we had to struggle through, we could have made it ... and wouldn't the struggle have been better then the separation? My heart tells me that it would have. At least then we would have been together in our fight.
always, sassy
letting go

when you met someone you learned to love,you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create ? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay...but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen.. It's not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love.Some might think it's just an excuse...some might not actually believe...some will blame you ..some might even be mad at you...What they don't see is the fact that...it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt...especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave...
You can never own something that was never yours so let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever...Nothing last forever.Forever is a lie.Everything is transitory.
So while you have something in your hand,put in mind that it's just borrowed....So that someday when it's gone it won't take you eternity just to let it go ..
When your feelings get strong for someone,its always wise to stop for a while and give your heart...- a time to breathe........a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reasons not on emotion....Because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship...
Love can sometime be MAGIC but magic can sometimes be an illusion....There are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotions...so that I'll never have to experience pain,never feel betrayed or disappointed and never get my fragile heart broken....but the same thing means that I'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return....The thought of it kind of scares me...
"To have a heart that's whole but numb...or a heart that's broken but real....."