I'm scred to lose you ;'(

Sitting here thinking about you
Wondering if I make you happy
Hoping with all my might
That you feel the same way about me
I want to be the reason why
That smile comes to your face
I want to feel you near me
Hold me tight in your embrace
I wonder if you have second thoughts
And if it will always be this rough
I never thought that falling in love
Could turn out to be so tough...
And yes I get the butterflies when I see you
And yes knowing you'll be close makes me excited
But I never realized that loving you so much
Could ever make me want to doubt it..
Now instead of worrying
About finding someone I could love
I worry that I wont suffice
That I wont be enough
The thought of losing you
Makes me want to break down
How can I be so happy and yet
Doubt if you'll always be around
These lines aren't getting easier
Expressing them is hard enough
And I don't want you ever thinking
That I'm second guessing your love
I just feel that any second now
It will all come falling apart
Cause how can something be so good
Without the price of a broken heart
Baby, I'm just scared
That your eyes will wonder away
That you will realize
That you could do better any day..
So I sit here and write again
Another poem, another rhyme
Every word that appears in the end
Just another wish that you'd stay mine
Sitting here wondering
If you even notice the difference
The way I used to be so carefree
Now I walk around self-conscious
Every woman that you smile to
Becomes a potential threat
Makes me question if its true love
Or will you someday forget
Ain't it funny how you fall in love
Expecting everything to be just right
Then you bump into the possibility
That you might one day lose this fight..
And I'm so scared of losing
So scared of you leaving me
So scared that if you leave
I wont be able to breathe.....

i want to be near you....

Dear Baby,

I know you will never read this, but I want everyone to know that I love you with all my heart and all my soul. You make me feel like I can fly. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you; I am forever by your side.

You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you, Baby, and I will be forever yours. Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve.

Love always,
marj

My Dearest Sassy,


I am giving you the confidence you need. I am standing by your side in support and cheering you on, critical when required and congratulating when deserved, loyal every second of your life. Forget about whether you will be a source of inspiration for others, or one of ridicule and pity, for I deeply believe that you have the capacity to exceed your own expectations with determination, independent of what anyone else had expected of you. Pray to God for good health and other things that are not in your control but are destined to go as written. Even if life does not turn out as expected, do not consider that as proof that life should not be led your way, because as of today you know no other way of leading your life than in the search of greater, deeper, treasured knowledge, wisdom and meaning. Go out there, sassy, your life has just started. Go out there, conquer your fears, and explore the world! With that, I wish you all the very best, with truckloads of luck.

Your truest friend, your only lifelong companion and your strength through thick and thin,

love and hugs,

Sassy

Heart Broken

I have been heart broken. You can't breathe, your eyes are pouring a thousand tears a second and you can't foresee going on with love because you never want to feel this way again. But then you have to look in the mirror and say 'Shut up, eat some ice cream, be by yourself for a while and think about who you are and who you want to be - then, go out and find someone compatible.' A broken heart feels like the worst thing in the whole world, but it really helps you decide what you want and don't want. You learn a lot from a broken heart.

Of course you're gonna get your heart broken. And it isn't just gonna happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle the pain even better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you to do it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it will all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again.

WALANG SAYANG

WALANG SAYANG

Siya na ba ang bago mO

Siya na ba ngayon ang kapalit ko
Mukhang okay naman siya
Nabigla ako sa’yo
‘Di ko akalain
Na siya ang tipo mo

Ano naman ang ugali niya
O talaga, ‘di nga?
Nagbibiro ka ba?
Maniwala ‘ko sa’yo!
Ano ba talaga?
Nagkamali ba ako o
Nagbago ka na nga?

Chorus:
Walang sayang na luha
Walang sayang na tawa
Noong tayo pa,
Walang sayang na ligaya
‘Di ako nagsisi sa ating nakaraan
Walang sayang, maniwala ka

Heto na
Ang hanap mo
Mukhang nakita mo na
Ang para sa iyo
Sa wakas ay dumating din
Pinakahihintay mo
Mangyayari ba sa akin
Ang nangyari na sa’yo

Walang sayang na luha
Walang sayang na tawa
Noong tayo pa
Walang sayang na ligaya
‘Di ako nagsisi sa ating nakaraan
Walang sayang, maniwala ka

Walang sayang na luha
Walang sayang na tawa
Noong tayo pa,
Walang sayang na ligaya
‘Di ako nagsisi sa ating nakaraan
Walang sayang, maniwala ka

‘Di ako nagsisi sa ating nakaraan
Walang sayang, maniwala ka
Walang sayang
Maniwala ka

IN THE NEXT INTERSECTION

IN THE NEXT INTERSECTION

In disguise and unknown by you, I wish to be by your side.
Silently accompanying you as you gaze upon the sky.
Riding on a Bicycle, moving onwards.
At a certain intersection, I’d be lovingly waiting for you.
Moving forward, I’ll not look back anymore,
Your smiling face in my memory, is slowly striking at my keyboards.
I cannot bear to let you be lonely
I am the one who’ll be your confidante and my heart is patiently waiting for you.
I’m no longer scrambling to hide my feelings, I’m not going to worry about the consequence, and assume that there would be a future for us.
What would you say? I’ve always wanted to tell you my feelings, to stop happiness from slipping away.
At the next intersection, you will see love, and gain a beautiful smile.
Love turns around the corner, and whom did you meet? Does it have anything to do with the beauty of love?
The street after love has turned a corner, can I accompany you there
Love turns around the corner, and whom did you meet? Is she able to prevent you from crying?
Perhaps starting from strangers we can get to know each other, let me be your girl.
I won’t let your tears fall because of love.
Now and forever, you will be my perfection.