_Sometimes, things went better if you'll just let them go..' you need to accept the fact that even you want them to stay.. they just cant., coz they're not meant to be in your life.. things will go on the right time at the right place..' if not now,, jus wait and you will see.,.Life has its own wonderful way of makin' things better.. if pain starts to go down, then just be strong to let go..,everything happen for its own reason.,_
I have wrote all of these while knowing that this will worth nothing to you., things would't change by this stupid writings i have made., but still, all of these are for you.., your name is behind every word i have wrote in this., each of its leters spells your memory out..,
Now,, im here, finding out words to say goodbye., unlocking those memories that was once gave me a smile., I know i can let you go., i can still find a right person who will care for me the way i have loved you., someday i can proudly say t the whole world that i am now OVER YOU.,
time will come., and i will finish pickin up this broken pieces of my heart that you have left inside me..' tears will no longer fall from my eyes.,, i know i made a right decission., to GIVE YOU UP.. promise me,, you'll love him with all of your heart., make him smile,, like the way you did to me.,
i will now walk on a different path., but if someday our roads meet again., you'll see a better me., you'll see a smile glowing in my face., thank yo for making me happy even just for a while., i promise i will be happy,, i will smile AT THE RIGHT TIME..

RUNAWAY SOUL

ITS NOT ABOUT HOW YOU MADE ME CRY., ITS ABOUT HOW YOU'VE CHANGED MY LIFE., I REALLY DOES'NT CARE IF IT DIDNT LAST.,COZ I KNOW THERE'S A REASON BEHIND EVERY "WHY?"..""I HAVE FOUND THE TRUE ESSENCE OF LIFE., A LIFE THAT IS SO MEANINGFUL BECAUSE OF YOU""THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.,I KNOW IT HURT ME A LOT., I KNOW IT MADE ME CRY FOR A LONG TIME., BUT I FINALLY REALIZED THAT SOMETIMES I NEED TO FREE THINGS TO BE ABLE TO SEE D OTHER SIDE OF LIFE..,NOW., ITS ALL GONE.,MY SOUL HAVE FINALLY RUNAWAY FROM TEARS., MY HEART FINALLY FOUND THE COURAGE., THE COURAGE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT IM NOW OVER YOU!! I KNOW SOMEDAY EVERYTHING WILL FIND ITS WAY., EVERY SINGLE THING WILL FINALLY BE OKAY.,THIS SOUL IS FINALLY OVER YOU., BUT GIVE ME ONE LAST CHANCE TO SAY MY FAREWELL,,. COZ THIS SIMPLE GOODBYE IS MY SIMPLE WAY OF TELLING "THANK YOU",,.ALL OF THESE ARE FOR YOU..

THIS MAY BE THE END OF EVERYTHINGEVERY TEAR FROM MY EYES ARE DRYING
PAIN FINALLY MEETS THE END
TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO LET MY HEART MENDILL BE OFF THE OTHER WAYSO I CAN FREE MY SELFI'LL BE WAITING FOR ANOTHER CHANCEWAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL SHARE HER DAYSI SAW THE PAST WAVING GOOBYESIVE SEEN MYSELF FREE.,SMILING AT SOMETIMES.,NOW I HAVE NO REASONS TO STAY AND WAIT
I'LL NOW LEAVE EVERYTHINGTO THE HANDS OF FATE.,SOMEDAY., I'LL BE BACK WITH SMILESSMILES THAT SOMEHOW FADED BY TIME.,THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHINGIT LEADS ME TO THE ENDTO THE END OF EMPTYNESS..,TO THE END OF BEING BROKEN..

Just one prayer up above

Once I’ve had a dream. A dream that someday I’d find real happiness and I wish it is just beyond my reach. Happiness that I could really touch and feel for as long as I can remember. I have been covered up by frustrations and fears. Suddenly I just realized that I’m behind bars of unending tears. All my life there seem to be a part missing. I tried to find out and I kept on searching. I looked around and I saw Cross. I stopped and think for a while and heard a whisper, soft and true. Hang on and never lose hope, for someone out there is just waiting for you and that someone I just I didn’t know was God, who’ve been there with me all the time. I opened my eyes and prayed in tears “Oh God, please help me and forgive the sins I’ve made. I got so lost in your trials, but my faith in you never fades”. Suddenly, I felt a cold air, the touch of His love and now I do realize that happiness is just beyond my reach, just one prayer up above.